I keep seeing triple numbers everywhere I turn. I just saw 1:11 and I constantly see 1's and 3's ...no other #'s. I also see 407 alot. I could break 407 down into numerology but I won't. I've been thinking about some things lately. I want to say, which this can be possible, that if the bible is correct about revelations and tribulations .... I've been wondering how things will turn out. I wonder if my dreams of speaking to the world will fall short and turn into me playing my part in this war, which I've yet to figure out still. I do wonder alot.
I wonder if the people that I truly care about, know that I love them? I wonder if they cherish me the same way I cherish them? If they even acknowledge my feelings...? Personally I never thought that the world will end in 2012 and I still don't, but could it signify the coming of the 7 years of tribulations? It definitely could. I just get this feeling that I should tell people how I feel now before anything happens, and I can't control if they believe me or take it 4 granted....and that makes me sad to think about.
I wonder how many of you will switch up through fear and worship the antichrist.... I am nervous to play my part in this war, but we are truly living to die so deep down I can say that I am ready and willing.
It's beginning....
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Because I felt it was the right time
to take what was in my head and organize it.....well, sorta. Thats the purpose of this entry.
Inconsistently Balanced. That's how I'd have to describe the last couple weeks and/or month. I've had alot of different feelings and emotions that have come and gone, but I've balanced them pretty well. I had a yamaha motif that I bought and sold. It was frustrating trying to figure out how to sequence inside of it so the hell with it.
I did catch a break when I talked to old producers from ATL and I caught a nice deal on 2 custom beats. I recorded vocals and sent them off for production. I will get both beats back in my hands tonight. I've heard a snippet of one beat over the phone and it's so hard. The other is being described as a "Movie". I'm excited. These two songs SHOULD make the cut for the album, I anticipate they will. Both should end up being singles but you know how it goes when you pick singles before they're done lol. Or do you? ha ha!
I've been doing research on how other people like myself, it's interesting because there are people like myself but when you put my sort of twist on the situation, I become a man standing alone. It's interesting.
Does anyone else get in bad moods for no reason and dont understand why? Then you hav some sort of activity that you do that clears your mind/conscious (hopefully not drugs lol thats not how u deal with problems)
I mean I get in these bad moods and don't understand why I do, then just driving all by myself with the windows up and a/c on high unless it feels good outside will calm me down. I think one thing leads to another and it gets built up in my mind. It's like I start hitting these deep secret thoughts that I've stored away and it's unpleasant to my subconscious which starts to control emotions and I can't understand why. And if you think about inception when you read this, I've thought about this waaayyyy before leonardo was spinning cradles and building dreams.
Anyway, my point of this is to tell you while in this bad mood yesterday...I couldn't drive because I was at benihana's so I did some thinking and came up with this...
"For every new thought that enters my mind, a new road is created taking me to a city or destination where it transforms from a thought into an idea. From the city we create a world of ideas that is known as a belief system. A belief system, however, can be reached quicker by highways of experiences. Roads will eventually fade unless maintained." - CHARTT
What do you think?
Inconsistently Balanced. That's how I'd have to describe the last couple weeks and/or month. I've had alot of different feelings and emotions that have come and gone, but I've balanced them pretty well. I had a yamaha motif that I bought and sold. It was frustrating trying to figure out how to sequence inside of it so the hell with it.
I did catch a break when I talked to old producers from ATL and I caught a nice deal on 2 custom beats. I recorded vocals and sent them off for production. I will get both beats back in my hands tonight. I've heard a snippet of one beat over the phone and it's so hard. The other is being described as a "Movie". I'm excited. These two songs SHOULD make the cut for the album, I anticipate they will. Both should end up being singles but you know how it goes when you pick singles before they're done lol. Or do you? ha ha!
I've been doing research on how other people like myself, it's interesting because there are people like myself but when you put my sort of twist on the situation, I become a man standing alone. It's interesting.
Does anyone else get in bad moods for no reason and dont understand why? Then you hav some sort of activity that you do that clears your mind/conscious (hopefully not drugs lol thats not how u deal with problems)
I mean I get in these bad moods and don't understand why I do, then just driving all by myself with the windows up and a/c on high unless it feels good outside will calm me down. I think one thing leads to another and it gets built up in my mind. It's like I start hitting these deep secret thoughts that I've stored away and it's unpleasant to my subconscious which starts to control emotions and I can't understand why. And if you think about inception when you read this, I've thought about this waaayyyy before leonardo was spinning cradles and building dreams.
Anyway, my point of this is to tell you while in this bad mood yesterday...I couldn't drive because I was at benihana's so I did some thinking and came up with this...
"For every new thought that enters my mind, a new road is created taking me to a city or destination where it transforms from a thought into an idea. From the city we create a world of ideas that is known as a belief system. A belief system, however, can be reached quicker by highways of experiences. Roads will eventually fade unless maintained." - CHARTT
What do you think?
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Random thoughts on a late night
If you would like to know the mood im in...i'm listening to this song on repeat lol
Lol. I do like this song. But I guess I'll just list the things that run through my head right now. It's all I can think of doing. I jump topic 2 topic, sorry!
Anyway hav you ever watched people walk in and out of a gas station when you are at one? You should try it and see what they always walk out with. Cigarettes and Beer. Its remarkable how we deal with our problems.
I just bought a yamaha motif es6 and it's soooooooooo confusing. But after the last 4 hrs of shuffling through all the sounds and features I think I have achieved rookie status on using the synthesizer lol. I just need 2 figure out a way 2 sequence the sounds inside of Logic. (4 those of you in the dark on what im saying, dont worry lol)
Also, I mixed some guy's material from Miami. He own's his own independent record label. I was in the studio for 10 HOURSSSSSS!!!!!! no breaks lol. Let me tell you about a headache lol. Im so nice, i only charged him $50. But he was super cool. Of course we started talking about tupac and there were biggie fans in the room lol. I held it down though. Ohhhh yeaaaaa, I recorded a friends material for some mooney the other day. I gave him a good deal on a cd so I think I got working out and then some guy from kanas wants me 2 mix his material.
Thennn I have my own production team and songwriters that I work with, n from making beats and writing these rn'b classics, it gets tiring. I do find myself wondering when am I gunna get to work on my music again. I'm sooooo close to finishing everything. 8 songs left on the album to write plus 3 more that I need to produce the beats. 4/6 songs left on the second mixtape I have!!!! I hope this pays off. This hardwork that no one sees. They only see the end result. I'm thinking about holding off on releasing material and putting together 1/2 more projects I have developed in my mind lol. See I hav this book I'm trying to put 2gether and then believe it or not....i'm trying to write a movie script...guess what genre? lol....romance!! I'm nice with it =)
On that note, I tried hanging out with a couple different girls the past couple weeks and its not even worth it anymore. I really am so busy, I honestly hav zero time for a commitment 2 a girl. Theres one other time when I felt like this and it's when I was selling dope. Nothing came b4 that. Weird how this has replaced it huh? Not too surprised though.
Wenever I get a thought I want to remember I write it in my phone real quick, let me share some with you! coiendence
H/O real quick, I just grabbed my phone and its 3:33 a.m .... im tellin u its not a joke. 4 those that know what I'm referring to. Anyway here you go...
- the lack of unconditional love
- the meanness a single person can inflict with such a small act w/o even thinking twice about it
- in a world where being stupid is being cool, will I make it out alive?
- freedom of choice governs life
- a pig can't appreciate a pearl
- the things I want 2 be remembered 4
- knowing u hav greatness inside of you and not being able to let it out and havin to watch other ppl let theirs out
- im not crazy, the world is
- hell on earth, life is suffering
- take a look at me now, im everwhere you thought I wouldn't be
- nice guys finish last....but they never tell you where your racing too?
Through all this, I've learned patience .... I will hav my day. 4 now enjoy whats in front of you.
Lol. I do like this song. But I guess I'll just list the things that run through my head right now. It's all I can think of doing. I jump topic 2 topic, sorry!
Anyway hav you ever watched people walk in and out of a gas station when you are at one? You should try it and see what they always walk out with. Cigarettes and Beer. Its remarkable how we deal with our problems.
I just bought a yamaha motif es6 and it's soooooooooo confusing. But after the last 4 hrs of shuffling through all the sounds and features I think I have achieved rookie status on using the synthesizer lol. I just need 2 figure out a way 2 sequence the sounds inside of Logic. (4 those of you in the dark on what im saying, dont worry lol)
Also, I mixed some guy's material from Miami. He own's his own independent record label. I was in the studio for 10 HOURSSSSSS!!!!!! no breaks lol. Let me tell you about a headache lol. Im so nice, i only charged him $50. But he was super cool. Of course we started talking about tupac and there were biggie fans in the room lol. I held it down though. Ohhhh yeaaaaa, I recorded a friends material for some mooney the other day. I gave him a good deal on a cd so I think I got working out and then some guy from kanas wants me 2 mix his material.
Thennn I have my own production team and songwriters that I work with, n from making beats and writing these rn'b classics, it gets tiring. I do find myself wondering when am I gunna get to work on my music again. I'm sooooo close to finishing everything. 8 songs left on the album to write plus 3 more that I need to produce the beats. 4/6 songs left on the second mixtape I have!!!! I hope this pays off. This hardwork that no one sees. They only see the end result. I'm thinking about holding off on releasing material and putting together 1/2 more projects I have developed in my mind lol. See I hav this book I'm trying to put 2gether and then believe it or not....i'm trying to write a movie script...guess what genre? lol....romance!! I'm nice with it =)
On that note, I tried hanging out with a couple different girls the past couple weeks and its not even worth it anymore. I really am so busy, I honestly hav zero time for a commitment 2 a girl. Theres one other time when I felt like this and it's when I was selling dope. Nothing came b4 that. Weird how this has replaced it huh? Not too surprised though.
Wenever I get a thought I want to remember I write it in my phone real quick, let me share some with you! coiendence
H/O real quick, I just grabbed my phone and its 3:33 a.m .... im tellin u its not a joke. 4 those that know what I'm referring to. Anyway here you go...
- the lack of unconditional love
- the meanness a single person can inflict with such a small act w/o even thinking twice about it
- in a world where being stupid is being cool, will I make it out alive?
- freedom of choice governs life
- a pig can't appreciate a pearl
- the things I want 2 be remembered 4
- knowing u hav greatness inside of you and not being able to let it out and havin to watch other ppl let theirs out
- im not crazy, the world is
- hell on earth, life is suffering
- take a look at me now, im everwhere you thought I wouldn't be
- nice guys finish last....but they never tell you where your racing too?
Through all this, I've learned patience .... I will hav my day. 4 now enjoy whats in front of you.
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