- The CD will have 18 songs.
- All original music, most of it made completely by me, if not I paid for the music and wrote the lyrics. I'll probably throw an interlude somewhere in there.
- I AM GIVING THE CD OUT FOR FREE. It cost me thousands of dollars to make the way I wanted, but this is the only way I think I have a chance. I'll have something really simple where you can download it and I'll also get CD's made if you want a physical. It's about the music, not the $ right now.
The engineer I paid has 4 songs left to mix. Then master all 18. The music should be done in the next 2 weeks. With that said, It's not releasing in two weeks. I still have to shoot music videos. I'd like to say middle of august, give or take a week is the anticipated date.
I know I provided, a track listing earlier but that changed. When I get all the songs finished, I'll post an official picture but for now this is it, not in order.
- The 5 Year Intro
- SYTR
- How You Feel
- Red Lights
- One More Time
- I'm Just Saying
- Friends, Enemies & Everything In Between
- Need To Be (recorded when I was 17)
- I Know Somebody
- GOML (Get Out Of My Life)
- Motivate Me
- Sink Or Swim
- Keep It Real (recorded when I was 19)
- Lay Low
- Another Shot
- Missing Chances
- 747
- The 23 Year Outro
Now just random thoughts from my mind about life in general. Lately I've been noticing a good chunk of people assume. As a society I think we assume all the time but don't you think there's a difference between a blind assumption and an assumption that has things to support it? I say this because I know I don't really like to reveal myself to people and a lot of people don't know who I am so they assume who I am or try to tell me, MY thoughts. It's silly to me.
They see me, drinking a lot or whatever and assume I've changed for the worst when they don't see me behind the scenes. Working full time and going to school taking 4 classes, passing all of them with A's or B's. They don't see the guy who packed up on a dime 2 years ago, when I had a life, a girlfriend and things here and just left because I was needed. No, they forget about that guy. They forget about the guy that could of gotten a 2009 car in 2009. Paid OFF. Instead I put it all into my music and that lifestyle and sacrificed a comfortable lifestyle for my dreams. That's what this is about. Sacrifices & Assumptions.
Right now, I live in the moment. I'm tired of people and their selective memory. Tired of the outlandish shit. They forget all the times they treated me like shit, then I tell you how I feel and they can't handle it. I feel as though if you don't actually know me, you should stop assuming things and find out who I am and why I do what I do.
At what point do you stop pointing at everyone else and look at yourself in the mirror? Then take the next step and follow through with it. Too many people get on the team but they never get in the game.
Too many people say I changed when they never really knew me.
