Let it come, Let it go Part 2

I had a tittle years ago named the same thing and I think this fits again. Life's weird because it will test you and poke you and make you look in the mirror all the time but it's definitely how we handle it that leads us to where we'll end up. I think when you find something or someone that makes you realize it's time to let go of things caused by other people that you hold on to and hurt you, then you have to go all in. You have to let go of what doesn't matter and concentrate on being the best you can. Once you realize that you really have grown into something you never thought you could but what happens when you are at that level and the other person isn't? You can't blame them because they are just feeling however they feel. It's the realization that you don't make them feel the way that you feel is the bad part. It's as if someone reached into your chest, grabbed your heart, looked at it, put it back and walked away. Like your still trying to catch your breath constantly but can't.

I don't know why I can describe these things like this but I can. I can say that knowing I was ready & willing to do things I've never done is a great feeling and it makes me feel better but also knowing they can't match you makes you feel like your not good enough to bring that side out of them. Keeping it in perspective, I guess it's all about the person and you can never make them feel that way. The important thing is knowing it's not your fault. If someones broken and you will go slow as long as they want to eventually walk, thats what it's about. New relationships are always great in the start but that feeling isn't enough to keep it together, you have got to want to. I can't say this is the worst feeling because the absolute worst feeling is when you realize you let the person that loved you no matter what walk away because of something you could have done. This, however, is up there close.


So I let it come and do my part, if it doesn't come back, I let it go. I feel better.

Chris