I just find it naive to judge someone if you have no hand or presence in what your judging them on at all. It's called ethnocentrism, where you judge someone based your standards rather than cultural relativism, which is basing someone off their own terms and life. Yea I get fucked up, lately more than often, but fuck you. As soon as I do that, all of a sudden I hear I'm going down the wrong path, i'm fucking up, i'm this and i'm that. But when I wasn't doing that, I wasn't even in school. I was actually worse off with no direction, not saying drinking found my way because that's fucking dumb but i'm saying X doesn't equal Y , meaning they aren't variables that are dependent on each other. One doesn't affect the other. Point being, Don't fucking judge me. You don't know what I WANT, or what I'M DOING. Who I am, doesn't mean I am the person I was yesterday or the person I will be tomorrow. It's who I am right now, created by myself in the past and affecting my future. I have the choice, not you, to either continue or change. You only have the choice to believe me or not. Everybody knows, I've given a million people chances that shouldn't have had them. That got shit talked all day then I gave them a chance. That went to prison and I still send $$. I can't stand a weak brain person that can't think for themselves.
Shit's just crazy to me, how ppl can say 1 thing, do another and feel cool about it. If I do that shit, I feel horrible. Like actually give a fuck about how the things you do make someone else feel. I made this blog to write about my music but my music is my life, this is the shit I go through and I guarantee you this shit is on my tape. Poowwwwwwwwww. A big fuck you headed right your way. I'm a cold fucking person cus I can't feel nothing no more.
CHARTT
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